Part One This scripture follows Ecc 3:1 “To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under heaven.” There is an ebb and flow to life that’s out of our control. We can try to hold onto summer with all our might and delay the onset of the cold... but we cannot hold back the frost, we cannot hinder summer from the continuation of its journey. Time passes with no mans help or hindrance and winter will surely come. Many of us spend time counting down the days until such and such happens, or until this season passes... we dream of what could happen, good or bad... We obsess over what is ‘not yet’, and by doing so, we miss the beauty of the ‘now.’ Beauty resides in the journey, and it’s the journey that makes the destination beautiful. When I was a student, I just wanted school to be over and completed. Once I graduated, I understood that that moment was the accumulation of my years of learning and studying. The event did not complete my schooling, but the years of learning culminated in the moment of completion. I could not have graduated from High School unless I journeyed through it. You may be in the midst of tragedy, or on Cloud 9, so diverse are the seasons... but wherever you are, keep on moving. Learn and grow. Take the time to appreciate this moment... even if it’s painful and full of heartache, let the pain do a deep work within you, ushering in healing. Then allow the moments of awe and wonder to fill you with grace and humility, strengthening you for the seasons ahead. Ps 100:5 (MSG) says, “God is sheer beauty, all generous in love, loyal always and ever.” He has made everything beautiful because he is here through and in everything. Never absent, loyal to the core. Beauty pours out of him regardless of the times. Just as the sun rises in both summer and winter, God brings out the beauty in and through every season of our lives. Don’t rush, breathe in this moment, soak up all that it can teach and reveal to you. Allow God to unveil his beauty in both heartache and triumph.
Part One This scripture follows Ecc 3:1 “To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under heaven.” There is an ebb and flow to life that’s out of our control. We can try to hold onto summer with all our might and delay the onset of the cold... but we cannot hold back the frost, we cannot hinder summer from the continuation of its journey. Time passes with no mans help or hindrance and winter will surely come. Many of us spend time counting down the days until such and such happens, or until this season passes... we dream of what could happen, good or bad... We obsess over what is ‘not yet’, and by doing so, we miss the beauty of the ‘now.’ Beauty resides in the journey, and it’s the journey that makes the destination beautiful. When I was a student, I just wanted school to be over and completed. Once I graduated, I understood that that moment was the accumulation of my years of learning and studying. The event did not complete my schooling, but the years of learning culminated in the moment of completion. I could not have graduated from High School unless I journeyed through it. You may be in the midst of tragedy, or on Cloud 9, so diverse are the seasons... but wherever you are, keep on moving. Learn and grow. Take the time to appreciate this moment... even if it’s painful and full of heartache, let the pain do a deep work within you, ushering in healing. Then allow the moments of awe and wonder to fill you with grace and humility, strengthening you for the seasons ahead. Ps 100:5 (MSG) says, “God is sheer beauty, all generous in love, loyal always and ever.” He has made everything beautiful because he is here through and in everything. Never absent, loyal to the core. Beauty pours out of him regardless of the times. Just as the sun rises in both summer and winter, God brings out the beauty in and through every season of our lives. Don’t rush, breathe in this moment, soak up all that it can teach and reveal to you. Allow God to unveil his beauty in both heartache and triumph.
To all who mourn in Israel, he will give a crown of beauty for ashes, a joyous blessing instead of mourning, festive praise instead of despair. In their righteousness, they will be like great oaks that the Lord has planted for his own glory. - Isa 61:3 (NLT) Matt 9:15 says,“When you’re celebrating a wedding, you don’t skimp on the cake and wine. You feast. Later you may need to pull in your belt, but not now. No one throws cold water on a friendly bonfire. This is Kingdom Come!” Jesus was telling some guys who were caught up in religion (people who relied on fulfilling 'the law' to please God) that the old ways of finding God weren’t necessary anymore. He likened it to going to a wedding and weeping and mourning for the Bridegroom. I was a wedding singer (yep...you can picture me just like Adam Sandler with an 80’s haircut) for about 9 years and I saw a lot of crying at the ones I played at… but it was never ‘sad’ crying. They were mostly tears of joy, and by the end of the night they would almost always turn into laughter and fun; singing, dancing and joy! A new life for the happy couple was just beginning and it was an occasion to celebrate. Through Jesus, God was doing something completely new. He was signalling a new beginning for every person on the planet. The old ways of animal sacrifice and obedience to the law in order to have relationship with him were being transformed into a 'once for all’ event. The old life was not just the old way of doing things (law and sacrifice) but also the old way of living. Rather than constantly being at arms length with God (by sin-nature - the old way) and trying to work your way into his favour, Jesus tells us that we are already ‘in’. There’s no need to work for it or prove it anymore - we just need to believe it and walk it out. The New Way. 2 Corinthians 5 says it so well; “This means that anyone who belongs to Christ has become a new person. The old life is gone; a new life has begun! And all of this is a gift from God, who brought us back to himself through Christ.” This ‘new life’ is cause for celebration. Living on the outer at arms length with God, separated, is hard and heartbreaking work. You’re always wondering “Am I good enough?” and living in fear that you won’t be. But when you’re close, when you realise that you are accepted in the beloved, his love moves in and casts out all fear. No need for anxiety. No need to maintain or prove your position. He turns our mourning and desperation into beauty and blessing. That's not to say that we won’t encounter hardships and tragedy along The Way. It means that through whatever we face, he is right there with us weaving his strength and peace into our lives through each and every circumstance and situation we face along The Way. Grace and love in abundance. So through all things he crowns us with beauty and strengthens us to lift our heads. Every moment is a new moment, a marriage between you and the divine, a crowning of beauty and an opportunity to sink the roots of our life deep into his love.
To all who mourn in Israel, he will give a crown of beauty for ashes, a joyous blessing instead of mourning, festive praise instead of despair. In their righteousness, they will be like great oaks that the Lord has planted for his own glory. - Isa 61:3 (NLT) Matt 9:15 says,“When you’re celebrating a wedding, you don’t skimp on the cake and wine. You feast. Later you may need to pull in your belt, but not now. No one throws cold water on a friendly bonfire. This is Kingdom Come!” Jesus was telling some guys who were caught up in religion (people who relied on fulfilling 'the law' to please God) that the old ways of finding God weren’t necessary anymore. He likened it to going to a wedding and weeping and mourning for the Bridegroom. I was a wedding singer (yep...you can picture me just like Adam Sandler with an 80’s haircut) for about 9 years and I saw a lot of crying at the ones I played at… but it was never ‘sad’ crying. They were mostly tears of joy, and by the end of the night they would almost always turn into laughter and fun; singing, dancing and joy! A new life for the happy couple was just beginning and it was an occasion to celebrate. Through Jesus, God was doing something completely new. He was signalling a new beginning for every person on the planet. The old ways of animal sacrifice and obedience to the law in order to have relationship with him were being transformed into a 'once for all’ event. The old life was not just the old way of doing things (law and sacrifice) but also the old way of living. Rather than constantly being at arms length with God (by sin-nature - the old way) and trying to work your way into his favour, Jesus tells us that we are already ‘in’. There’s no need to work for it or prove it anymore - we just need to believe it and walk it out. The New Way. 2 Corinthians 5 says it so well; “This means that anyone who belongs to Christ has become a new person. The old life is gone; a new life has begun! And all of this is a gift from God, who brought us back to himself through Christ.” This ‘new life’ is cause for celebration. Living on the outer at arms length with God, separated, is hard and heartbreaking work. You’re always wondering “Am I good enough?” and living in fear that you won’t be. But when you’re close, when you realise that you are accepted in the beloved, his love moves in and casts out all fear. No need for anxiety. No need to maintain or prove your position. He turns our mourning and desperation into beauty and blessing. That's not to say that we won’t encounter hardships and tragedy along The Way. It means that through whatever we face, he is right there with us weaving his strength and peace into our lives through each and every circumstance and situation we face along The Way. Grace and love in abundance. So through all things he crowns us with beauty and strengthens us to lift our heads. Every moment is a new moment, a marriage between you and the divine, a crowning of beauty and an opportunity to sink the roots of our life deep into his love.
In John 16, Jesus explains to his disciples that they will face trials and troubles. They’ll be persecuted and maybe killed all in the name of God. It’s an interesting situation. A man who it was ‘assumed’ would bring physical peace and order to the world, offered none of that. Instead, Jesus explains throughout the Gospels time and again that we will experience troubles and trials. We cannot be immune to the things that have grown wild in this sin-polluted world. The point is not, and has never been, a trouble, conflict-free life. Yet, we fight trouble and conflict like it is the enemy. We get so easily distracted by the differences we find in each other and focus all our energies on proving people wrong, fighting their lifestyles and choices, arguing and fuelling hatred into the world. Trying to come out on top. Win. Dominate. (Anyone who commits a crime needs to be made accountable for their actions, I’m not saying we turn a blind eye to evils’ perpetrated). There are spiritual undertones to everything we face. Evil is present in people because evil is present. Love is present in people because love created all things in existence - the essence of the Divine, of Jesus, is love, and he is in and through all things. The word overcome means “to carry off a victory; to be victorious.” (Strongs Concordance). Like we said earlier, it was assumed that the Messiah would be a warrior, someone who would vanquish the enemies of their nation and restore them and their political and national power. Jesus had a different kind of victory in mind. He didn’t vanquish Rome; he didn’t obliterate the ‘enemies’ of Judaism, or kill to conquer... He carried out victory through personal sacrifice. When he died, when his blood soaked down the cross, and his body was buried in the earth, he was once again joined to the very fabric of creation. Heaven and earth became one, joined by sacrifice, sealed in blood, never to be separated again. Col 1:19-20 says, “God was pleased to have all his fullness dwell in him [Jesus], and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether things on earth or things in heaven, by making peace through his blood, shed on the cross.” He didn’t overcome the world by dominating and killing others, rather he died in order that we might come alive, that we might wake up and see him in his fullness, become aware of the Divine permeating the natural and his presence as thick and near and close as our own blood pumping through our veins. He has overcome the clutches of darkness in our world through resurrection. Life. love. Not separating heaven and earth, but divinely joining it and waking us up to the grand mystery that is right before us and within us each and every day. When you see evil around you, TAKE HEART - Take a hold of your heart, steal yourself away from anxiety and despair, fear and hate, and choose LOVE. Awaken faith. Fight evil not by standing against each other, vanquishing and dominating and dividing, but by standing in love beside one another. Urging others to wake up and come alive to the grace and hope of Jesus. “Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.” Paul, Eph 5:14 (NIV).
In John 16, Jesus explains to his disciples that they will face trials and troubles. They’ll be persecuted and maybe killed all in the name of God. It’s an interesting situation. A man who it was ‘assumed’ would bring physical peace and order to the world, offered none of that. Instead, Jesus explains throughout the Gospels time and again that we will experience troubles and trials. We cannot be immune to the things that have grown wild in this sin-polluted world. The point is not, and has never been, a trouble, conflict-free life. Yet, we fight trouble and conflict like it is the enemy. We get so easily distracted by the differences we find in each other and focus all our energies on proving people wrong, fighting their lifestyles and choices, arguing and fuelling hatred into the world. Trying to come out on top. Win. Dominate. (Anyone who commits a crime needs to be made accountable for their actions, I’m not saying we turn a blind eye to evils’ perpetrated). There are spiritual undertones to everything we face. Evil is present in people because evil is present. Love is present in people because love created all things in existence - the essence of the Divine, of Jesus, is love, and he is in and through all things. The word overcome means “to carry off a victory; to be victorious.” (Strongs Concordance). Like we said earlier, it was assumed that the Messiah would be a warrior, someone who would vanquish the enemies of their nation and restore them and their political and national power. Jesus had a different kind of victory in mind. He didn’t vanquish Rome; he didn’t obliterate the ‘enemies’ of Judaism, or kill to conquer... He carried out victory through personal sacrifice. When he died, when his blood soaked down the cross, and his body was buried in the earth, he was once again joined to the very fabric of creation. Heaven and earth became one, joined by sacrifice, sealed in blood, never to be separated again. Col 1:19-20 says, “God was pleased to have all his fullness dwell in him [Jesus], and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether things on earth or things in heaven, by making peace through his blood, shed on the cross.” He didn’t overcome the world by dominating and killing others, rather he died in order that we might come alive, that we might wake up and see him in his fullness, become aware of the Divine permeating the natural and his presence as thick and near and close as our own blood pumping through our veins. He has overcome the clutches of darkness in our world through resurrection. Life. love. Not separating heaven and earth, but divinely joining it and waking us up to the grand mystery that is right before us and within us each and every day. When you see evil around you, TAKE HEART - Take a hold of your heart, steal yourself away from anxiety and despair, fear and hate, and choose LOVE. Awaken faith. Fight evil not by standing against each other, vanquishing and dominating and dividing, but by standing in love beside one another. Urging others to wake up and come alive to the grace and hope of Jesus. “Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.” Paul, Eph 5:14 (NIV).
The message entrusted to the disciples by Jesus was not one of judgement, it was not about the anger or expectations of God… NO! The message they were to carry in their hearts and speak with their words and lives was one of hope - God is light. They were to awaken others with the dawning light of God's love. Light is his essence, his voice, his nature - bright, radiant, warm, rejuvenating, illuminating light. In the beginning, God said, “Let there be light…” Before he created anything else, he established light in the world - a true reflection and extension of himself. Scientists refer to light as both obvious and mysterious - we can see it clearly but its ways and behaviour have an unsearchable depth. Whenever they think they’ve got light figured out, light beautifully surprises them. Through the ages, many well-respected scientists have had many different, and often opposing, theories about light (selah) - from Pythagoras to Maxwell, to Newton, to Einstein and many in-between. Here are a couple of things we know for sure: Light is the fastest ’thing’ in the universe and travels at a speed of 186000 miles per second, which means that every second it travels almost 8 times around the world. (God is light… and he is all around us). For plants to not just grow, but maintain optimum nutrition and mineral content, they need the light from the sun to shine upon them. (It’s in Christ that we live and move and have our being). Light is not singular in colour but is made up of all existing colours. All colours, not missing one, when joined and stirred together, when they hold each other and mingle, they make the colour of light. (For God so loved ALL the world… that he gave his only son…) Jesus - the light and hope of the world. By whom we see, we know, we grow, we commune and are strengthened. He fills our hearts with his light so that we don’t have to work to get under it - we carry it with us wherever we go. The source of light is all around is, under, above us, through and in us. Jesus. As with scientists on the subject of light, we pray that you encounter the obvious and mysterious ways of Christ and that you will always and ever be beautifully surprised by his grace and love.
The message entrusted to the disciples by Jesus was not one of judgement, it was not about the anger or expectations of God… NO! The message they were to carry in their hearts and speak with their words and lives was one of hope - God is light. They were to awaken others with the dawning light of God's love. Light is his essence, his voice, his nature - bright, radiant, warm, rejuvenating, illuminating light. In the beginning, God said, “Let there be light…” Before he created anything else, he established light in the world - a true reflection and extension of himself. Scientists refer to light as both obvious and mysterious - we can see it clearly but its ways and behaviour have an unsearchable depth. Whenever they think they’ve got light figured out, light beautifully surprises them. Through the ages, many well-respected scientists have had many different, and often opposing, theories about light (selah) - from Pythagoras to Maxwell, to Newton, to Einstein and many in-between. Here are a couple of things we know for sure: Light is the fastest ’thing’ in the universe and travels at a speed of 186000 miles per second, which means that every second it travels almost 8 times around the world. (God is light… and he is all around us). For plants to not just grow, but maintain optimum nutrition and mineral content, they need the light from the sun to shine upon them. (It’s in Christ that we live and move and have our being). Light is not singular in colour but is made up of all existing colours. All colours, not missing one, when joined and stirred together, when they hold each other and mingle, they make the colour of light. (For God so loved ALL the world… that he gave his only son…) Jesus - the light and hope of the world. By whom we see, we know, we grow, we commune and are strengthened. He fills our hearts with his light so that we don’t have to work to get under it - we carry it with us wherever we go. The source of light is all around is, under, above us, through and in us. Jesus. As with scientists on the subject of light, we pray that you encounter the obvious and mysterious ways of Christ and that you will always and ever be beautifully surprised by his grace and love.
In Tolkiens “The Lord of the Rings,” Smeagol is possessed by an obsession for his “precious,” a powerful ring that captured his attention while still a hobbit. But as he gave himself over to this ring, it began to change him; his appetites, his longings and his priorities. After a time, he was no longer recognisable as a hobbit but had transformed into Gollum, whose sole passion and obsession was finding this ring and having it in his possession. It had gotten to his heart and tainted his life bit by bit until he overflowed with nothing but its pursuit. What you plant in your heart grows. It's much like planting a garden in that sunny spot in the backyard. If you plant roses, you’ll grow roses. If you plant pumpkin seeds, you’ll grow about a tonne of pumpkin. You’ll never get sunflowers from thorn bushes or capsicums from weeds; you grow what you plant. If you can’t remember what you’ve planted into the ground, come harvest you’ll know by the fruit of the plant that has grown from that seed. Your words - not just what you say but how you say them - are the fruit of what you’ve allowed to take root in your heart. The health of what you plant is dependant on the soil; watering it, feeding it, turning it over... nurture, sustenance and sunlight. How do you nurture your heart? Do you ignore it? Abuse it? Are you constantly feeding it negativity, self-doubt and self-hatred? Watering it with gossip and darkness? Just as Smeagol allowed the power of the ring to plant itself deep within his heart and eventually to overflow from his life, whatever you devote your attention and time to, take on board and store in your heart, will be revealed by your words and tone. If you need a change, start what you plant in your heart. Throw away the seeds of hatred and bitterness. Those plants bubble up and out of your mouth with taunts and judgements. Plant instead seeds of hope, seeds of blessing and love. These plants grow into words of compassion and kindness. Feed yourself faith and grace and love. These tiny little seeds grow into the most beautiful, lush and strong trees in the garden of your life. Take note of what comes out of your mouth today… maybe it will lead you to dig up that old garden bed, reach for some new seeds and plant to change the landscape of your life.
In Tolkiens “The Lord of the Rings,” Smeagol is possessed by an obsession for his “precious,” a powerful ring that captured his attention while still a hobbit. But as he gave himself over to this ring, it began to change him; his appetites, his longings and his priorities. After a time, he was no longer recognisable as a hobbit but had transformed into Gollum, whose sole passion and obsession was finding this ring and having it in his possession. It had gotten to his heart and tainted his life bit by bit until he overflowed with nothing but its pursuit. What you plant in your heart grows. It's much like planting a garden in that sunny spot in the backyard. If you plant roses, you’ll grow roses. If you plant pumpkin seeds, you’ll grow about a tonne of pumpkin. You’ll never get sunflowers from thorn bushes or capsicums from weeds; you grow what you plant. If you can’t remember what you’ve planted into the ground, come harvest you’ll know by the fruit of the plant that has grown from that seed. Your words - not just what you say but how you say them - are the fruit of what you’ve allowed to take root in your heart. The health of what you plant is dependant on the soil; watering it, feeding it, turning it over... nurture, sustenance and sunlight. How do you nurture your heart? Do you ignore it? Abuse it? Are you constantly feeding it negativity, self-doubt and self-hatred? Watering it with gossip and darkness? Just as Smeagol allowed the power of the ring to plant itself deep within his heart and eventually to overflow from his life, whatever you devote your attention and time to, take on board and store in your heart, will be revealed by your words and tone. If you need a change, start what you plant in your heart. Throw away the seeds of hatred and bitterness. Those plants bubble up and out of your mouth with taunts and judgements. Plant instead seeds of hope, seeds of blessing and love. These plants grow into words of compassion and kindness. Feed yourself faith and grace and love. These tiny little seeds grow into the most beautiful, lush and strong trees in the garden of your life. Take note of what comes out of your mouth today… maybe it will lead you to dig up that old garden bed, reach for some new seeds and plant to change the landscape of your life.
Part Two Moses sang songs of praise and thanksgiving after the Israelites had crossed safely through the Red Sea with the Egyptian army vanquished behind them. It was the beginning of a great pilgrimage... one of the heart more than geography. The Exodus story is an incredible journey of hope and rescue - the culmination of challenging years. Imagine the thoughts and beliefs that the Israelites would have had about themselves and their status upon the earth brought on by years of slavery and hardship... Yet even so, an undeniable thirst and hope for more stirred just below the surface of the enslaved people. Those days after leaving Egypt so miraculously were indeed filled with God’s might on display... Pillars of cloud and fire, the parting of the Red Sea, the decimation of the Egyptian army... God was leading them into freedom, and yes, to The Promised Land. But more than that, he was leading their hearts to hope, to freedom and life. Although there was a geographical plan and an intended homeland for the Israelites to settle in, God had a journey for their hearts also. These people were curled over and wound tight by generations worth of oppression. Beaten, abused, their children killed and elders abandoned... The events leading up to the Exodus began to awaken hope within them. Slowly, as God led them by his might, their lives began to unfold and stretch out into a hope and freedom they had only dreamed of. And this unfolding took time. It was a journey in and of itself. When we read that the Israelites began to panic when the Egyptian army turns up, we (the readers) judge them harshly; “Where is their faith?" But think about the mind spin they were going through... and remember that change takes time. It's easy from our perspective and knowledge of the story to judge their reactions, but I wonder what many of us would have done if we were there with them? Moses reminded them “Don’t be afraid. Stand firm and see the Lord’s salvation. He will provide for you today... The Lord will fight for you...” God was leading their hearts on a journey of belief and hope... As he will with you. The Exodus story isn’t just their story, it's ours too. As we awaken to the love of God, he leads us as only he can out of a life bent over, wound up and broken, into his freedom. Allow him to stretch out your heart with faith, hope and love... and lead you inwardly on the journey of grace and change.
Part Two Moses sang songs of praise and thanksgiving after the Israelites had crossed safely through the Red Sea with the Egyptian army vanquished behind them. It was the beginning of a great pilgrimage... one of the heart more than geography. The Exodus story is an incredible journey of hope and rescue - the culmination of challenging years. Imagine the thoughts and beliefs that the Israelites would have had about themselves and their status upon the earth brought on by years of slavery and hardship... Yet even so, an undeniable thirst and hope for more stirred just below the surface of the enslaved people. Those days after leaving Egypt so miraculously were indeed filled with God’s might on display... Pillars of cloud and fire, the parting of the Red Sea, the decimation of the Egyptian army... God was leading them into freedom, and yes, to The Promised Land. But more than that, he was leading their hearts to hope, to freedom and life. Although there was a geographical plan and an intended homeland for the Israelites to settle in, God had a journey for their hearts also. These people were curled over and wound tight by generations worth of oppression. Beaten, abused, their children killed and elders abandoned... The events leading up to the Exodus began to awaken hope within them. Slowly, as God led them by his might, their lives began to unfold and stretch out into a hope and freedom they had only dreamed of. And this unfolding took time. It was a journey in and of itself. When we read that the Israelites began to panic when the Egyptian army turns up, we (the readers) judge them harshly; “Where is their faith?" But think about the mind spin they were going through... and remember that change takes time. It's easy from our perspective and knowledge of the story to judge their reactions, but I wonder what many of us would have done if we were there with them? Moses reminded them “Don’t be afraid. Stand firm and see the Lord’s salvation. He will provide for you today... The Lord will fight for you...” God was leading their hearts on a journey of belief and hope... As he will with you. The Exodus story isn’t just their story, it's ours too. As we awaken to the love of God, he leads us as only he can out of a life bent over, wound up and broken, into his freedom. Allow him to stretch out your heart with faith, hope and love... and lead you inwardly on the journey of grace and change.
ROOM FOR MYSTERY - Part 1 It’s in our nature to want to solve a mystery. There’s a reason Agatha Christie was such a successful novelist (apart from the fact that she was a brilliant writer). We turn page after page after page in anticipation of solving the mystery. Who did it? When? With what? Mystery solved. Many of us live as if we've solved the mystery of God. We love to talk about the Divine in definitive terms. God does this, and not that, God is this, and not that: explain God, box God, package God up and turn God into a neat and tidy “product.” But God is more like an Indie film than an Agatha Christie Novel: endlessly mysterious, perhaps even strange. Ultimately unknowable. If we treat God like a mystery that is solved, a lesson we’ve already learned, a book we’ve read and have committed to memory, then we know less about the Divine then we think we do. Much less. Richard Rohr said: “We all need, forever, what Jesus described as ‘the beginner’s mind’ of a curious child. A beginner’s mind is the best path for spiritual wisdom. Tobin Hart writes: "Instead of grasping for certainty, wisdom rides the question, lives the question. When the quest for certainty and control is pushed to the background, the possibility of wonder returns. Wonder provides a gateway to wise insight." Incorporating negative and self-critical thinking is essential to true prophetic understanding. At the same time, we must also trust that we are held irrevocably in the mystery of God’s love, without fully understanding it. Alongside all our knowing, accompanying every bit of our knowing, must be the humble ‘knowing that we do not know.’ That’s why the great tradition of prayer is balanced by both kataphatic knowing, through images and words, and apophatic knowing, through silence, images, and beyond words. Apophatic knowing is the empty space around the words, allowing God to fill in all the gaps in an ‘unspeakable’ way. Strangely enough, this unknowing is a new kind of understanding. We have a word for it: faith, a kind of knowing that doesn’t need to know and yet doesn’t dismiss knowledge either; a kind of knowing that doesn’t need to hold everything itself because, at a deeper level, it knows it is being held.” Wisdom isn’t something that happens you know it all. Wisdom is what happens when you open your heart up to curiosity and wonder. Wisdom lives the questions… it doesn’t profess it knows the answer to everything. Rabbi Abraham Joshua Heschel said: "Wonder rather than doubt is the root of all knowledge.” It’s the tension between knowing and not knowing. Living into our questions, rather than needing a prescriptive answer. Getting immersed in the mystery knowing that you may not ever come to the absolute end of it. In Exodus chapter three, Moses asked God, “When I’m asked who you are, what should I say?” God replied with this phrase: “Ehyeh ašer ehyeh.“ Which most closely means: “I am who I am." (and/or) "I will be what I will be.” How do you box that into a definition? Some theological practices say that we make an idol out of our concepts of who God is. Trying to explain and define the Divine exclusively and concretely is itself idolatry. God is not a mystery to be solved, but one to enjoy and explore.
ROOM FOR MYSTERY - Part 1 It’s in our nature to want to solve a mystery. There’s a reason Agatha Christie was such a successful novelist (apart from the fact that she was a brilliant writer). We turn page after page after page in anticipation of solving the mystery. Who did it? When? With what? Mystery solved. Many of us live as if we've solved the mystery of God. We love to talk about the Divine in definitive terms. God does this, and not that, God is this, and not that: explain God, box God, package God up and turn God into a neat and tidy “product.” But God is more like an Indie film than an Agatha Christie Novel: endlessly mysterious, perhaps even strange. Ultimately unknowable. If we treat God like a mystery that is solved, a lesson we’ve already learned, a book we’ve read and have committed to memory, then we know less about the Divine then we think we do. Much less. Richard Rohr said: “We all need, forever, what Jesus described as ‘the beginner’s mind’ of a curious child. A beginner’s mind is the best path for spiritual wisdom. Tobin Hart writes: "Instead of grasping for certainty, wisdom rides the question, lives the question. When the quest for certainty and control is pushed to the background, the possibility of wonder returns. Wonder provides a gateway to wise insight." Incorporating negative and self-critical thinking is essential to true prophetic understanding. At the same time, we must also trust that we are held irrevocably in the mystery of God’s love, without fully understanding it. Alongside all our knowing, accompanying every bit of our knowing, must be the humble ‘knowing that we do not know.’ That’s why the great tradition of prayer is balanced by both kataphatic knowing, through images and words, and apophatic knowing, through silence, images, and beyond words. Apophatic knowing is the empty space around the words, allowing God to fill in all the gaps in an ‘unspeakable’ way. Strangely enough, this unknowing is a new kind of understanding. We have a word for it: faith, a kind of knowing that doesn’t need to know and yet doesn’t dismiss knowledge either; a kind of knowing that doesn’t need to hold everything itself because, at a deeper level, it knows it is being held.” Wisdom isn’t something that happens you know it all. Wisdom is what happens when you open your heart up to curiosity and wonder. Wisdom lives the questions… it doesn’t profess it knows the answer to everything. Rabbi Abraham Joshua Heschel said: "Wonder rather than doubt is the root of all knowledge.” It’s the tension between knowing and not knowing. Living into our questions, rather than needing a prescriptive answer. Getting immersed in the mystery knowing that you may not ever come to the absolute end of it. In Exodus chapter three, Moses asked God, “When I’m asked who you are, what should I say?” God replied with this phrase: “Ehyeh ašer ehyeh.“ Which most closely means: “I am who I am." (and/or) "I will be what I will be.” How do you box that into a definition? Some theological practices say that we make an idol out of our concepts of who God is. Trying to explain and define the Divine exclusively and concretely is itself idolatry. God is not a mystery to be solved, but one to enjoy and explore.